Quick Thoughts

I seriously have so much I want to write but I haven't been home for more than thirty minutes since ...last Thursday? I don't know. Something crazy like that. Talking to a friend tonight he for some reason brought up being jaded. I really want to expound more on this topic but this is what it made me think of

1) I miss Jade like crazy. You have no clue. I live for her weekly letters proclaiming her love for me. 2015 baby! E-mails are great too but in her letters she is more herself. A year and a half to wait for a girl to come home from a mission seems like ETERNITY.... eight months down ten to go!!! It gets closer everyday.

2) I have spent the past four years of my life jaded. I just don't know what I would do if I weren't. I don't even want to think about it. I have tried giving up the bitterness and hating guys... it just doesn't work. Don't get me wrong they are GREAT as friends...