Hi

I've been wanting to start blogging again lately but I can't think of much I want to share with the world. However, today was pretty epic. I recently ordered a print from Roma Winkel on Etsy and it came in the mail today.

I literally squealed with excitement I don't know how many times. Now I just need to find a suitable frame.  I'm so lucky to know so many talented people and call them my friend. Isn't this the greatest reminder to let go of yourself and serve others?

I'm always angry and depressed so I pretend to be so happy and cordial. I don't know how much more I can handle. I pretty much only listen to imagine dragons these days. Today though seemed like more than I could handle when this song came on while driving home from work I just started crying. out of NOWHERE.  I've heard this song hundreds of times over the past few months but today it seemed to know just how I was feeling. I can't breathe. I can never breathe. I want it to go away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZcC7vDFzbQ

Try to hear my voice
You can leave, now it's your choice

Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breathe right
Maybe if I leave tonight, I won't come back

I said it before, I won't say it again
Love is a game to you, it's not pretend
Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breathe right

Can nobody hear me?
I've got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?

You kiss and you kiss
And you love and you love
You've got a history list and the rest is above
And if you won, you can't relate to me
From the floor to the floor
And the sky to the sky
You've got to love and adore and the rest is a lie
And if you won, then you can't relate to me

I said it before, I won't say it again
Love is a game to you, it's not pretend
Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breathe right, right, right

Can nobody hear me?
I've got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?

Leave your shoes at the door, baby
I am all you adore, lately
Come with me and we will run away

Can nobody hear me?
I've got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?
Can nobody hear me?
I've got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?