Did you know?

I was going through old blogs from my myspace and I found one from about two years ago. It still seems to fit... so I thought I would post it here.

1. My first crush was Trey, a boy who could DRESS HIMSELF when I was four years old. Or was I three?

2. I love when guys wrap their arms around you and you can smell their deodorent. I know I am wierd but I love it!

3. I love when guys call me by a nickname/pet name they have given me. I must have a million. It makes me so ridiculously happy and feel special.

4. I can't stand the smell of movie popcorn.

5. When I was two I was climbing a highchair and fell and busted my chin open. I still have a scar.

6. My mom and I didn't talk until I was 19 and now she is one of my best friends. Shes one of the coolest people I know.

7. I was once engaged to one of the most amazing persons I have ever met ( I called it off)

8. I have four dots on my face that form a slanted square if you connect the dots (update... I hate a lot more now)

9. I have every report card I was ever given. Starting from my Montessori school when I was four

10. My sixteenth birthday present was a two and a half week trip to Italy

11. I love going to the beach, but I hate getting in the water.

12. I was the Maid of Honor at a wedding when I was only 15! ( I couldn't even drive yet!!!)

14. I love the feeling of being at a baseball game, eating pizza, drinking Dr.Pepper and screaming and chanting SOO ridiculously loud for the Astros!!!

15. even though i think education is important, the only thing i want to do when i grow up is raise my kids and be there for my husband.

16. i haven't felt loved in a really long time

17. i actually DO love my job

18. I HATE to be woken up while sleeping. I am ALWAYS grouchy if I was not planning on waking up.

19. When I answer the phone my voice gets 12 octaves higher- I don't know why!!! My voice is high to begin with though.

20. People always tell me I am way too happy

21. I have never asked anything from a guy other than that he care about me, but I always get treated like crap.

22. I love to read & I love school

23. Older guys are more attractive but usually have more drama

24. I am a sucker for chips and salsa.

25. I LOVE asparagus.

26. I can't stand when people use more than one paper towel at a time.

27. I love to go out for sushi!

New Additions

28. I am such a social butterfly but I would rather sit at home by myself

29. I don't trust guys with my future so I don't think I will ever get married

30. I feel like I am doing nothing with my life, like my life is meaningless and I am contemplating serving a mission.

31. As much as I love my life, I also wish quite frequently that it were over. I am done. I am ready to go "HOME".

A Mandi Popsicle

So... it is cold. My fingers hurt to even type but I am hoping that typing will help warm them up. Seriously... what ever happened to 80 degree Thanksgivings? I must be thankful that we have had unseasonably warm weather here in Salt Lake. And by unseasonably warm I mean like it is 40 degrees right now. Normally it would be like oh... 10? Ha Ha. IT also has not snowed yet. Something else I am thankful for. Don't get me wrong.... I LOVE SNOW.... and I love the seasons.... just days when I don't wear a sweater because I am fooled into thinking it is going to be warm all day just because it was warm when I left....that I am bitter about my freezing extremities.

So.....I turn 23 on the 28th. Please make sure to tell me how amazing I am. My magic mirror broke so now everyday when I get up I have to tell MYSELF how beautiful I am when I look in the mirror. Not as much fun as having someone else tell you. Now where are my 7 drawfs? Hmph.

Sorry for the randomness....the cold is getting to my brain!

Emo?

Please don't think I am sad pitiful and crying in a corner. I am not. I just love looking up love quotes, especially ones that describe how I feel. I posted some to the right of this blog but here is another one for you. The sad part is that most of these have unknown authors.

"I will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too."

The Tooth Fairy

WOW!! There is something I have been wanting to blog about lately and I keep forgetting to, and then I got out of school 20 minutes early today so I went across the street to the institute building to see if I could catch my bishop. I felt silly asking him for a blessing. No one has ever given me a blessing besides my dad and the missionaries when they lived a few apartments down and I was deathly ill....but I wanted a blessing for school and we were talking beforehand and he brought up my blog and I remembered what I wanted to blog about and was like yes! I must blog about that.... and as soon as I pressed "New Post" and the blank screen came up.... I have had a stupor of thought!!! Does this mean I was not supposed to blog about whatever it was? Or does it just mean that I am stupid? HaHa.

Regardless, what can I tell you that you did not know a week ago? November 3rd. I will not expand on that other than to say I terribly miss my MCC. My heart hurts. I am smiling through my broken heart. The question is, when your heart is already destroyed and broken and turned into mush, can it ever really be broken again? That is how I feel now. I fail to fall asleep because I am stressed about it.

"Losing you is like losing my heart."

Speaking of sleep... this is the second time I have had a dream about my teeth falling out. The first time I had that dream was October 3, 2006 and now just over a year later the same thing. In another blog I have I blogged about my teeth falling out. I had a dream that three of my teeth came out and it was the most real dream. I could feel them as I squished my tounge through my mouth and the teeth would pop out of my gums and then I would spit them into my hand. Well ladies and gentlemen, last night I had another dream but this time I lost ALL of my teeth!! Odd huh? It was so real in my dream. I could feel it all!! I wish I could link you to my other blog but you wouldn't be able to read it. It doesn't really say anything anyway. It did list a lot of the interpretations on losing your teeth although none of them fit me last time and a year later they still don't make sense.

Here are the ones that probably make the most sense for me, especially since I have been sooooooo sick for the past two months off and on.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.

Other Perspectives

A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

November 3rd

I can't believe it is already freaking NOVEMBER!! I just wrote that post about September ending and now it's November....seriously...... where does the time go?

Well... I just wanted to say WELCOME TO NOVEMBER 3RD!! It is my second anniversary of remembering Nov 3rd. I don't know that I really want to explain all that much about it other than that it was a day that I found out how much I really care about a dear friend who I found out had been deceiving a few people, and the day I met someone who has shaped my life since that day. I can honestly say a lot of my life could be very different if I had never met this person.

Secondly, It is now one full official year since I started my blog on blogspot. HAPPY 1st Birthday to my blog!! Well.. actually it is the day BEFORE I started my blog but since it is the day before I consider it a whole year b/c technically wouldn't tomorrow be a year and a day? I dunno the technicalities.....anyway.... it is two in the morning so maybe I will blog more later.